Right now…i can honestly say i am content with things. Yeah i know i say i would like this or that but honestly its just a dream most of the time…Although i would like to expand my horizons and meet new people. I love meeting new people- its pretty exciting and fun…i loved that in college…and lately its like welcome weekend all over again. Getting involved in church functions at LCBC and just focusing on God more makes me feel whole again. Like im doing the right thing and obviously i am. Theres no room for drama anymore cuz im stayin far away from that as possible. Since I turned 22 in September, I have reevaluated myself and my life and values and interests. It’s hard at this age and time not to drink, go clubbin, curse, party and just get into the wrong stuff. And lately ive just really been thinkin that stuff isnt worth it at all- i honestly have no desire to do any of that stuff, my faith is far too precious to tarnish again…ive brushed it off shined it up as good as new for good im hoping! I pray to God constantly and I want His will cuz my way is just trash…I’ve really started to not be so ashamed of my faith. Im tired of hiding it cuz of the way i act or whatever. Im more conscious of the kind of impression i put out to people. I feel I’m where God wants me to be right now but theres room for improvement and im working on that. I feel like a huge burden has been lifted from me and i do feel more mature in some aspects and opportunities have really opened up for me…im still a little frustrated about some things but you know what i just need to relax like i said and go with the flow….its will all work out in God’s timing