I’m sitting here eating lasagna and staring out my window. I’m thinking about how much I love summer and how much i loved it as a kid and how much I try to embrace it like i did when i was once a kid. sigh life flies by all too fast. However right now in my ripe old age of 22 i still feel so young. Just minutes ago my bro and i were hanging out the window looking at this stray black and white cat that was napping underneath our ornamental grass. I love my brother. Ive been spending alot more time with him- building a relationship that hopefully will be a good brother/sister one for yrs to come. He use to have such an attitude with me and it turns out its because i didnt pay him much attention. Always on the run and going here and there. Its been really nice spending time with my family and sharing and learning things with/from them. The funny thing is, Ive done this without even trying it.

Why is it that when you pray for something new, something old comes back into your life? Honestly this time I think its the devil b/c when i left this go a few months ago it wasnt to be brought back. I don’t know I just have to chill out i think and just let things go with the flow anymore. Theres no use thinking about it for hrs/days/weeks on end.

I can’t stop thinking about ‘The Notebook’…not only was Ryan Gosling so hot but the story is just amazing and the characters were so fun. I am going to get myself a copy of Nicholas Spark’s book. I cant wait to read it. And believe me it will be reading for pure pleasure! If you havent seen the movie you really should.

Just out of curiosity: who reads my xanga that actually has a journal of their own? Here’s what I want you to do if you read this and have never commented- do it! and if you have commented in the past still do it…come on pretty please…you will make my day…promise!