I can honestly say I am content with life right now. I mean i wouldnt mind some exciting stuff coming up here and there but, I got all my friendships back that i missed so much. Spring is here and everything feels so new again! God is teaching me alot lately as far as who I am and who He wants me to be and where He wants me to go and what He wants me to have. But sometimes I cant deal with little interesting things that are thrown at me and i dont think are from him- things that get me thinking or try to sway me in the wrong direction. These are things I would have grabbed ahold of when i was in high school for the sake of saying ‘i have this’ i.e. a boyfriend. Growing up is hard to do. Today I had a nice talk with my mom about this decision i was faced with at 2AM in the morning and i finally came to the conclusion of who (what kind of person) i want to be with. The fact that i will not settle for the ‘right now’. I want what God wants me to have and that will come in due time. In the mean time i want to experience new things and get to know myself much better and do things that i enjoy doing, spend time making memories with my friends and be with my friends who are coming home from college…i cant wait and i wouldnt be able to do this if i was wrapped up in finding someone on my own- Thank you God for showing this to me once and for all!